Tuesday, July 17, 2007 ; 11:45:00 PM Y
Polka Dots !! :D
I don undstnd y i met this guy in my life.. It would be much much better if this guy is unknown to me.. Fucking bastard..
Was really damn angry with him.. Keep telling me that he want me back in his life and have always been waiting for me for the past 1 year plus.. Make me consider to go back to him, BUT! he's attached for about 5 mths ok!! No one noes abt this girl.. Not even his frens.. Like, he was so ashamed abt this girl.. Can someone tell me, who is ashame of their own girl/boy friend????? It wasn't the first time, he did dis a few times alrdy.. And this time that's it!! I donoe this guy anymore.. He's out of my life!
Was really3 angry that i decided to tell Charles abt this and he was the 1st person to noe.. He blamed me instead coz he alrdy told me to stay away from this guy.. And keep telling me this:
"Don't trouble trouble before trouble troubles you.."Wasn't in the right state of my mind that point of time so took awhile to undstnd.. Stupid Izah!!
Talked to him till 630 in the morng and I have to wake up at 630 in the morng to get ready go work.. rest for awhile and i overslept.. Obviously was late for work.. Haish!!
We did our confessions.. And his confession was a blow to me till now.. I donoe y am i thinking so much abt his confession.. Maybe bcoz i love him toooo much... Den told him my confession and i think it was a blow to him too.. His confeesion keep playing up in my mind and imagine the situation... Just feel like taking out my brain and wash it before putting it back in my skull again...
So much to think abt that JERK and about Charles... Till the extend i lost my appetite and didn't eat the whole day ytdy.. And only drank a bottle of water.. That's it.. Slept early ytdy till this mrng...
Chip Legong finished work at 2pm today and came my workplc.. She helped arnd with my work.. Hahaha!! Then we did some art and craft for 'kotak berkat'.. Our own designs and she came out with a product wich looks like the England flag.. Hahaha!! It was really funny.. Then had 'special dinner' by the roadside.. We both really craved for Cup Noodles!! And we have it.. Hahaha!! Then have a nice long chat in the train otw back coz both of us were really tired.. It was like dragging our feet.. My muscles are cramped alrdy.. Haish..
Muax!!
